i belong to me,
i dun belong to you,
My heart is my posession,
i'll be my own reflection...
hahax..wateva..how's my life? I can tell you, its like shit, but actually its not that bad..if i think tat my life is tat miserable, wat about other people out there who's lives are worst than mine?
Afta wat's been goin on this few months, i'm suprised tat i'm kinda over it..(finally)
My friends are like so suportive, and i lurve them so much..
There are things tat are meant for us to give up on. I thought i was goin crazy, there's a time when i really wanted attention, and i got it, missused it, and after tat lost it. But when i had it, i reawlly appreciated it. But rite now, i would rather give my attention to other people, people tat really need it, instead of the people who just take it for granted.
I'm not sayin tat the person tat i used to cared for is taking it for granted but, to me, i've seriously wasted time carin bout tat human. I used to be worried bout her. Putting question in my head like, " is she ok?", "how is she?", "it's raining, will she catch a cold?", My gosh, i was so long-winded.
But later, i didn't care, y?
Cause she doesn't care...y should i care bout i person who doesn't care bout me?
but actually, i did care bout her, my friends ask me to give her up, dun bother bout her, watever she's doin just DUN BOTHER....
The point is, i trust her and i dun really trust people..but somehow i trusted her...i really really did..
it's not easy to just let go, when you actualy have cared bout someone..it's not...
but some people just DUN CARE...
So stupid...yucks...
But dun get me wrong, dis person i'm talkin bout is just an ex- best friend...
I was so into her when i first met her, treated me very well, gave me a noone- can-bully-you-when-i'm- here feeling, and most of all, attention...
then, it started fading, and after tat GONE...
Afta all tat, all i wanted was her to talk to me like when she talks to my other friends....
When i am with my best friends, she just walks over, talk to my best friend and just pretend tat i'm invisible...WOW..hahax...
Then, my best friends knew i was feeling miserable, she aftr tat gave me the attetion and my and my best friend now are like so close...
we hang out together most of the time...
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